they probably dont get out much.

I recently saw some pictures of people giving birth in their homes and in a pool.  wtf?
Aside from how unnecessary the whole thing is, who cleans up that water?  That is some seriously nasty water.  Some pics had the husband and other children sitting in the pool.  everyone naked.  absolutely horrified me.  pretty sure these are the type of people who are against vaccines and modern medicine.

trying to get the images out of my head.

fear and flowers

two nights ago i thought i had finally done it.  i woke up and realized i couldnt move my hand.  it seemed like i totally paralyzed it by sleeping on it.  anyway its always been a fear that sits around in the back of my head because when i sleep i really go into deep sleep. im not sure if we are programmed to wake up or change positions to save an appendage.  but just as you guessed, this story has a happy ending.  after trying to move my hand, pinching it, and rubbing it, the feeling started coming back and eventually movement too.  also i had 10 minutes of ridiculous pins and needles. 

also ive realized i really like orchids.  not sure how to keep them alive (they always seems to die in 2 months or so) but they have awesome flowers.  i may have to turn in my man card for this confession but damn, they are nice.